First, I had an experience.
Then, I had an idea. (It almost started as a joke.)
Then I went back to my life. (At least I thought I did.) But the idea kept tickling me. Reminding me of itself. Even before I realized it was an idea.
Then I received just the tiniest bit of encouragement and positive reinforcement.
So now I have a decision to make. To pursue or not to pursue?
Three things make think this may not just be a crazy dream.
- My daughter has a book: “What Do You Do With an Idea?” It’s a very thoughtful and whimsical study of how to nurture inspiration. For a few weeks now, that phrase has been rolling around in my head: What do you do with an idea?
- Yesterday, I walked into the library. In the entry was a book sale, and front and center on a cart of “collectible” books was a beautiful old blue children’s chapter book: “Sarah’s Idea.” I bought it.
- I had subsequently almost talked myself off of the ledge of believing. But when I hopped back in the car after dropping my daughter off at school this morning, writer/director Kevin Smith was on the radio discussing how people are really good at talking themselves out of good ideas. I believe his exact words were: “We are all Lord Byron when it comes to talking ourselves out of a good idea.” I actually screamed.
I have never been one to think that the “Universe” is trying to tell me something. I am a skeptic. But at this point, it seems like I’m just being ridiculous if I don’t sit up and take notice. (Am I crazy?)
The fear: that this will become another flash-in-the-pan idea that I eventually tire of. Wouldn’t that be embarrassing? (Hey, I am good at this. How else can I shoot myself down?)
Current mood: on the fence. I’m thinking, planning, researching, and strategizing. We shall see.
- Working full-time
- Worrying about parenting and how wrong I’m doing it
- Reading books (oh, who am I kidding)
- Reading Internet articles (headlines only)
- Journaling (hahahaha)
- Watching Making a Murderer
- Playing with my hair
- Planning dream vacation
- Figuring out what the kids are watching/reading/listening to these days
- Trying to decide weather or not to start dying my grey hairs
- Researching toddler dance classes
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Thanks for stopping by. Here are three creative rules for the internet. (Not my only rules, or the most important rules. Just three rules. Observances, really.)
- Don’t believe half the stuff you see on Pinterest. That stuff is difficult to impossible to reproduce. And brining t-shirts doesn’t work. I tried it.
- Steal ideas and inspiration; but don’t steal content. (Picasso said “Good artists borrow; great artists steal.” That was before social media.)
- The stuff you buy on Etsy is better than the stuff you make from Pinterest. But even the Etsy stuff can be disappointing; lots of sellers are better photographers than they are crafters. Even if it doesn’t look exactly like you imagined it, though, you may still love it.
Thank you–come back soon!